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Dr-Freebase
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Froward Homunculous @Dr-Freebase

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Considering Leaving

Posted by Dr-Freebase - 1 day ago

I need to get a fucking life. This place doesnt provide me with anything of value. God its stupid that im back groviling and whining like this but holy fuck my life is pathetic. I'm so fucking pathetic. I need to get out of my head. I need to stop being a useless peice of shit. God I fucking hate this.


This is a waste of my fucking time why am I here. I wont be fucking missed, I do not provide anything of value. I dont do fucking anything. I dont even enjoy this. Nothing about posting here is enjoyable, my time. is wasted. I could be doing fucking anything else. Holy shit. I hate you all, I really hate you all.


Shit is falling apart i dunno what to do. I dont know why im in my position. I loathe myself. I really hate myself. I really dont like this fucking place. I dont like being here. I dont like any of it. I dont like this. I dont like any of you. I really hate myself. I dont like this.

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DeaghlanNG

I get this same feeling every now and again, but it's not so much an NG problem as it is a modern internet problem. It can get rather tiresome.

Maybe you're just feeling burned out? Why not take a break first and see how you feel after a week or so?

Dr-Freebase

Its not even the fucking internet.
My life is a fucking mess and I dont have anyone but myself to blame for it. Easier to pretend its because I waste time here but nah even without this i'm just a fucking idiot.

I can't tolerate it anymore. I don't know what im going to do.

thepixelizer

You can't escape yourself, how can you have peace if you're enemy is following you everywhere? There's a good things about you, you have a very creative and brilliant sense of humor. You're art style is dynamic and distinct, I instantly recognize it's you, even if only at a glance.

I've been where you are, in fact I was my worst enemy. I have not a shadow of a doubt that everything I just typed flew straight through your ears. And you're completely confused why I'm even typing this because you think you're absolutely worthless and why even bother?

One way to break free is to try what I just did, just pick any one even someone that undesirable and try to help them, even if you don't feel like doing it. Expect nothing in return.

I hated myself because I wasn't who I wanted to be, I wasn't happy like I wanted to be, and I didn't have everything I wanted, and I had no success, and not a lot of people liked me.

want, want, want

And guess what? One day I got everything I wanted, I was exactly who I wanted to be, I had friends and popularity, and I was happy and but at the same time I felt the same, I still hated myself.

One day I just gave up I started started dropping everything all these wants and desires, chasing happiness, trying to control my future, trying to change myself, my checklist of where I was in life, my checklist of strengths I lacked, what I was missing, who I was missing and so on.

The more I lost and gave, the more happiness I gained.
Once I dropped everything about me to where I was just a husk, I started to feel the most tranquil most unbreakable and long lasting peace that I've ever felt in my life.

Dr-Freebase

This is fucking pathetic shit

Volpon

Nah it's not just you, the world sucks.
At least your comics are good.

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